Chheng-chôaⁿbehthè-īⁿêchêngchi̍t-ji̍têē-po͘, hit-ji̍ttú-túsīLân-hiongêhioh-khùn-ji̍t, nn̄g-lângchiūsaⁿiokkàuTâi-tiongkong-hn̂gthit-thô. Tāi-kegiám-jiânhu-hūêchhin-bi̍t, tīkong-hn̂gchētiap-á-kú, āu-lâikhìchúi-gôan-tē, jî-āuChheng-chôaⁿchiūkāikóng, tī-chiakóng-ōebôlī-piān, bān-itnāhō͘se̍k-sāilângtú-tio̍hchinpháiⁿ-sè, chiūchhōaikàuKa-pinlí-siākhuichi̍t-kengpâng-keng, sì-lâuthâu-téngêjī-hōpâng. Lân-hoengit-sengm̄batlâikàuchithōsó͘-chāi, lāi-bīnūiûⁿ-sekêbîn-chhn̂g, i-tû, toh, í, tiān-teng, chúi-tō, sé-bīnêsó͘-chāi, sio-chúiléng-chúilóngū, chin-chiàⁿsīsù-sīèngūchīnūêsiat-pī. Sī-èng-sengàn-nāiinkàupâng-kengchiongsó-sîkauChheng-chôaⁿ, Chheng-chôaⁿchhiáⁿLân-hiongí-ni̍hchē, chiūchiongmn̂gsókhí--lâi, só-sîtētiàmkhò͘-tē-á. Hit-sîLân-hiongêsimūtām-po̍hkiaⁿ, m̄-kúchi̍t-bīniāhoòⁿ-kî, iākiàn-siàu, iāhoaⁿ-hí. Hit-sîChheng-chôaⁿkāikónginlāu-pētīHoa-liân-chhīkhuiphôe-êtiàm, kóng-khíchē-chēbī-lâisúiêkéng-hónghō͘Lân-hiongthiaⁿ. Lân-hiongthiaⁿkàuchhin-chhiūⁿji̍ptīlí-sióngêhòan-siónghiong(). Āu-lâitīhiachiūkónglánêthiàⁿkì-jiânkàuchiachiūtio̍hsi̍t-hiān. Khí-thâuLân-hiongbehthàikáⁿán-nichò, chóng-sīMô͘-kúiêto̍k-kèchiah-ni̍htiⁿ, chiah-ni̍hphang. Hàiⁿ-ah! Pē-bóêhoan-hù, kàu-hōeêchai-pôe, Sèng-kengêkà-sī, kiámbē-thangbán-hôe? Khó-siohlí-sèngsìn-giónglónghun-bê, kèng-jiânpoa̍h-lo̍hMô͘-kúiêhām-kheⁿ, sòakiàn-siàusit-sin.
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清泉beh退院的前一日的下晡，hit日tú-tú是蘭香的歇睏日，兩人就相約到台中公園迌。大家儼然夫婦的親密，tī公園坐tiap-á久，後來去水源地，而後清泉就kā伊講，tī-chia講話無利便，萬一若hō͘熟似人tú著真歹勢，就chhōa伊到嘉賓旅社開一間房間，四樓頭等的二號房。蘭香一生m̄ bat來到這號所在，內面有洋式的眠床，衣櫥，桌，椅，電燈，水道，洗面的所在，燒水冷水攏有，真正是sù-sī應有盡有的設備。侍應生案內in到房間將鎖匙交清泉，清泉請蘭香椅裡坐，就將門鎖起來，鎖匙袋tiàm褲袋仔。Hit時蘭香的心有淡薄驚，m̄-kú一面也好奇，也見笑，也歡喜。Hit時清泉kā伊講in老父tī花蓮市開皮鞋店，講起濟濟未來súi的景況hō͘蘭香聽。蘭香聽到親像入tī理想的幻想鄉()。後來tī hia就講咱的疼既然到chia就著實現。起頭蘭香beh thài敢按呢做，總是魔鬼的毒計chiah-ni̍h甜，chiah-ni̍h芳。Hàiⁿ-ah！父母的吩咐，教會的栽培，聖經的教示，敢bē-thang挽回？可惜理性信仰攏昏迷，竟然跋落魔鬼的陷坑，sòa見笑失身。 |
Sū-āukeh-ji̍t, Chheng-chôaⁿchiūthè-īⁿchhut-khì. GóakālíkóngChheng-chôaⁿsó͘tùiLân-hiongkóngê, lóngsīpòaⁿhipòaⁿsi̍têsū. Kapiiok-soktò-khìchek-sîbehkaplāu-pēchham-siông, liâm-piⁿbehtēng-hun, iāthangtīTâi-pakHoat-īⁿkiâⁿkong-chèngkiat-hunêlé. Thangtiàmchè-io̍hkong-sisó͘thê-kióngêsiok-sià. Iāsiáchū-só͘Hoa-liân-chhīTiong-chèng-lō͘35hō, Hoa-bíphôe-êtiàm. Inlāu-pēmiâkiòTânChìn-sêng. Tāi-kechinm̄-kam, chiūpun-khui.
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事後隔日，清泉就退院出去。我kā你講清泉所對蘭香講的，攏是半虛半實的事。Kap伊約束tò去即時beh kap老父參詳，liâm-piⁿ beh訂婚，也thang tī台北法院行公證結婚的禮。Thang tiàm製藥公司所提供的宿舍。也寫住所花蓮市中正路35號，華美皮鞋店。In老父名叫陳進成。大家真m̄甘，就分開。 |
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Tánchi̍tlé-pài, nn̄glé-pài, chi̍tgoe̍h-ji̍t, Lân-hiongêsimchinhôan-ló, chintio̍h-kip, sòagiâu-gîsīán-chóaⁿchi̍tkhìbôhôe-thâu, iābôphoebôsìn. Kohchi̍t-bīnchi̍tgoe̍h-ji̍tāucha-bó͘-lângsó͘eng-kaiūêgoe̍h-sūnsòabôlâi. Ika-kīsīsán-pô, simkoh-khahtio̍h-kip, tē-jīgoe̍h-ji̍tsòatńgput-sîsiūⁿàithò͘, àichia̍hsng. Ka-kīchaichhám-lah, ūsin. Kínàm-chīⁿcháu-khìkaphū-khochú-jīmLîmSian-seⁿ, isīlú-i, kínkapichham-siông. Khàu-lōaLîmSian-seⁿkiòikāichhòng-hō͘liû-sán. LîmSian-seⁿsui-jiânsīlú-i, chóng-sīsiāng-sîiāsībo̍k-su-niû, ichoa̍t-tùihóan-tùi, sòakāikóngtáⁿ-thai() sīkapsat-jîn-chōesiāng-khóan. Tīsìn-gióng-siōng, jîn-tō-siōng, hoat-lu̍t-siōnglóngm̄eng-kai. LîmSian-seⁿchek-pīikóng, tīhit-sîlísiáⁿ-sūbôtōan-gâile̍k-má(斷崖勒馬)hôe-thâuleh. Siáⁿ-sūbôtòan-jiânkū-choa̍t.
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等一禮拜，兩禮拜，一月日，蘭香的心真煩惱，真著急，sòa憢疑是按怎一去無回頭，也無批無信。Koh一面一月日後查某人所應該有的月順sòa無來。伊家己是產婆，心koh-khah著急，第二月日sòa轉不時想愛吐，愛食酸。家己知慘啦，有身。緊暗靜走去kap婦科主任林先生，伊是女醫，緊kap伊參詳。哭賴林先生叫伊kā伊創hō͘流產。林先生雖然是女醫，總是siāng時也是牧師娘，伊絕對反對，sòa kā伊講打胎()是kap殺人罪siāng款。Tī信仰上，人道上，法律上攏m̄應該。林先生責備伊講，tī hit時你啥事無斷崖勒馬(tōan-gâi le̍k-má)回頭咧。啥事無斷然拒絕。 |
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Kî-si̍tbôhiahkán-tan, lângnāchhin-sintú-tio̍h, chiahēchailângêlóan-jio̍k. Lâm-lúīⁿ-sèngêchòe-hóe, chin-chiàⁿsīchhin-chhiūⁿchi̍t-lia̍plâng-lângsó͘àichia̍hêkìm-kó. Khòaⁿkah-ba̍k, chia̍hkah-chhùi, hit-êsek-tì, phang-bī, khóan-sitchin-chiàⁿsībê-he̍klâng. Chia̍h-liáukóngēba̍k-chiu-kim, ketì-sek, kóngūchē-chēbí-hóêóan-kéngtīthâu-chêng. Góam̄-káⁿkónglóngbôiáⁿ, chóng-sītio̍hSiōng-tèsó͘phòe-ha̍pêchiahthang. Tû-khìán-nií-gōa, lóngsīthau-chia̍h, sīSiōng-tèsó͘bôhoaⁿ-hí, tek-khakēkàngchai-eh.
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其實無hiah簡單，人若親身tú著，才會知人的軟弱。男女異性的做伙，真正是親像一粒人人所愛食的禁果。看佮目，食佮嘴，hit-ê色緻，芳味，款式真正是迷惑人。食了講會目珠金，加知識，講有濟濟美好的遠景tī頭前。我m̄敢講攏無影，總是著上帝所配合的才thang。除去按呢以外，攏是偷食，是上帝所無歡喜，的確會降災禍。 |
Tùichit-lia̍pkìm-kó, puteng-kaichia̍hêhūn-gia̍hêtùi-hù, ūnn̄g-khóanêchhú-líhoat:
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對這粒禁果，不應該食的份額的對付，有兩款的處理法： |
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(1) Iâ-so͘sek--ê, kóng, “Sat-tànthè-khì.” Iok-sektùiiêchú-búêín-iúkóng, “Lísīiêbó͘; góacháiⁿ-iūⁿthangkiâⁿchit-êtōa-pháiⁿ, lâitek-chōeSiōng-tè?” Iok-sekchiongsaⁿpàngtīiêchhiú, kohcháu-chhutgōa-bīn. Āu-lâitì-kàubôoansiū-khut, koaiⁿ-kaⁿ4nîgōakú, chóng-sīSiōng-tèēsù-hokhō͘i.
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(1)耶穌式ê，講，「撒旦退去。」約瑟對伊的主母的引誘講，「你是伊的某，我怎樣thang行這個大歹，來得罪上帝？」約瑟將衫放tī伊的手，koh走出外面。後來致到無冤受屈，關監4年gōa久，總是上帝會賜福hō͘伊。 |
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(2) Hā-oasek--ê. “Hū-jîn-lângkhòaⁿhit-chângchhiū, hó-chia̍hiākah-ba̍k, kohhit-chiângchhiūsīthanghim-bō͘.....chiūbániêkóe-chí.....”. Tāi-pi̍tkhòaⁿŌ͘-lī-aêbó͘Poa̍t-sī-pasé-e̍klâihōan-chōe, chiū-sītiàmhiasimkoahm̄-tn̄g, kàu-bóechiūchhun-chhiúbánlâichia̍h, Siōng-tèsiū-khìkàngchai-eh, it-sengTāi-pi̍tūichit-chânsūtú-tio̍hbû-sò͘-hôeêkhó͘-chhó͘.
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(2)夏娃式ê。「婦人人看hit欉樹，好食也佮目，koh hit欉樹是thang欣慕......就挽伊的果子......」。Tāi-pi̍t看烏利亞的某拔示巴洗浴來犯罪，就是tiàm hia心割m̄斷，到尾就伸手挽來食，上帝受氣降災禍，一生Tāi-pi̍t為這層事tú著無數回的苦楚。 |
Lângsi̍t-chāichinlóan-jio̍k, lóngm̄-thangchū-hūlísījia̍t-simêsìn-tô͘, sīcheng-chiatūlé-māuêlú-sèng, pêng-sîsītehkà-sīlâng, chek-pīlâng, léng-tōlângêtē-ūi. Lísīchip-sū, tiúⁿ-ló, thôan-tō-su, bo̍k-suto͘sīhit-poaⁿ-tāi. Lāu-su, tāi-ha̍kkàu-siū, chu-hô͘, kun-ôngiācháubē-līīⁿ-sèngêín-iú. Kàuhit-sîsím-mi̍hto͘bēkì-tit, Sio̍k-gúkóng, “Eng-hiônglân-kòebí-jîn-koan, bí-jînlân-tôeng-hiônglôan”(英雄難過美人關,美人難逃英雄戀). Toēchhut-chāihit-sîêmiā-ūngû-lōngpâi-pí. Thèng-hāukàuthiàⁿ-āuchiahchai-thiàⁿ, líêjîn-keh, sìn-giónglóngbôkhìlah. Tīhit-êsî, sím-mi̍hjîn-kehêchun-giâm, tē-ūi, lí-tìlóngbôchhái-kang. Tīhiachiū-sīMô͘-kúiêlī-hāi. Kohlângū“Seng-bu̍t-tekīⁿ-sèngkiû-àiêthian-sèng()”. Oa̍h-mi̍hêchū-jiân-sèng, khó-pítīthâu-chêng, ūchi̍t-tèhoehchha̍p-chha̍p-ti̍hêbah, hit-êphang-bī, hit-êsek-tì, hit-êkam-tiⁿ, án-chóaⁿkìmhitchiahiau-gōêchhâi-lôngbôchia̍hlo̍h-khì. Líbô-lūnán-chóaⁿkāipa̍k, kāikoaiⁿ, ito͘kún-liòngphah-phúnbehchia̍h. Tû-khìnn̄g-hāngmàihēchòe-hóeí-gōabôhong-hoat. Ū-hôngīⁿ-sèngm̄-thanghōan-chōe, bô-lūnChheng-liânthôan-khè, gîm-sipan, chheng-liân-lâng, màikónghōe-iú, thôan-tō-chiáiā-sīlâng. Tāi-pi̍tkiámm̄-sīSiōng-tèsó͘kéng--ê. Lóngtio̍hkéng-séng, chòetē-ithó. (1) Lâm-lúm̄-thangchí-ūnn̄gêka-kītiàm. (2) Kóng-ōetio̍hchèng-keng, m̄-thangkónghi̍h-hiauhêōelâiphahsio-chham. (3) Kèngkoh-khahm̄-thangkha-lâi, chhiú-lâi()êkún-chhiò. Nālâikàu-chia, si̍t-chāichinbôkiù-io̍h. Góaēkì-titgóantīSîn-ha̍k-īⁿtehtha̍k-chhehêsî, kàbo̍k-hōe-ha̍k() êsian-siⁿHô-iáChèng-híBo̍k-su() kāgóankóng, “Nābehkhìthàm-hónghōe-iú, hiaⁿ-tīchú-lângnābôtī-teh, chí-ūchí-moāitīlāi-bīn, khahhóm̄-thangji̍p-khì. Nāūiàu-sūtiàmmn̂g-gōakāikóng, kapichhéng-anchiūhólī-khui. Nāput-tek-ítio̍hji̍p-khì, tio̍htīthiaⁿ-ni̍h, mn̂gkhui-khui, m̄-thangchēchòe-hóe, tio̍hhunp in, chú, chēlo̍htāi-tāihong-hong, chiongiàu-kiāⁿkóngliáukínchhut-khì, chhian-bānm̄-thanghō͘lângke-kóng-ōe. Thôan-kàu-chiátùichit-hāngsūnāhō͘lângke-kóng-ōe, sīcha̍p-jī-bānhūnêm̄-ta̍t. Iāchin-chiàⁿsīpòe-ò͘Siōng-tèêsèng-miâ.” Sió-tīchiongchiah-êōekìtiâu-tiâu, kàu-taⁿiáuchinkiaⁿ, góakiûSiōng-tèhō͘góabôpoa̍h-tó. Kin-nîpit-chiásui-jiân60gōahòelah, iáu-kúsītehkiaⁿ.
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人實在真軟弱，攏m̄-thang自負你是熱心的信徒，是貞節有禮貌的女性，平時是teh教示人，責備人，領導人的地位。你是執事，長老，傳道師，牧師都是hit般代。老師，大學教授，諸侯，君王也走不離異性的引誘。到hit時甚物都bē記得，俗語講，「英雄難過美人關，美人難逃英雄戀(Eng-hiông lân-kòe bí-jîn-koan, bí-jîn lân-tô eng-hiông lôa)」。都會出在hit時的命運愚弄排比。聽候到疼後才知疼，你的人格，信仰攏無去啦。Tī hit-ê 時，甚物人格的尊嚴，地位，理智攏無彩工。Tī hia就是魔鬼的厲害。Koh人有「生物tek異性求愛的天性()」。活物的自然性，可比tī頭前，有一塊血chha̍p-chha̍p滴的肉，hit-ê 芳味，hit-ê色緻，hit-ê甘甜，按怎禁hit隻枵餓的豺狼無食落去。你無論按怎kā伊縛，kā伊關，伊都滾liòng phah-phún beh食。除去兩項mài hē做伙以外無方法。預防異性m̄-thang犯罪，無論青年團契，吟詩班，青年人，mài講會友，傳道者也是人。Tāi-pi̍t敢m̄是上帝所揀ê。攏著警醒，最第一好。(1)男女m̄-thang只有兩個家己tiàm。(2)講話著正經，m̄-thang講hi̍h-hiauh的話來phah相參。(3)更koh-khah m̄-thang腳來，手來()的滾笑。若來到chia，實在真無救藥。我會記得阮tī神學院teh讀冊的時，教牧會學()的先生河野政喜牧師()kā阮講，「若beh去探訪會友，兄弟主人若無tī-teh，只有姊妹tī內面，較好m̄-thang入去。若有要事tiàm門外kā伊講，kap伊請安就好離開。若不得已著入去，著tī廳裏，門開開，m̄-thang坐做伙，著分賓，主，坐落大大方方，將要件講了緊出去，千萬m̄-thang hō͘人加講話。傳教者對這項事若hō͘人加講話，是十二萬分的m̄值。也真正是pòe-ò͘上帝的聖名。」小弟將chiah-ê 話記tiâu-tiâu，到今iáu真驚，我求上帝hō͘我無跋倒。今年筆者雖然60外歲啦，iáu-kú是teh驚。 |
Lân-hiongm̄-chaichit-êsūêthangkiaⁿ. “Ah! it-sit-chiokchhian-kó͘-hīn.”(!)M̄-thangbak-tio̍h, chí-ūchi̍t-pái, chí-ūchi̍t-pái. Kiámūlângēchai, chí-ūchi̍t-pái? Ū, ū-lângchai, “Thiⁿchai, tēchai, líchai, góachai, chì-chióūchiahchēlângchai.” ChesīcháIûⁿSian-siⁿtùibehthe̍h-mi̍hlâipò͘-lō͘iêlâng, só͘kóngêbêng-giân. Kàu-chiaLân-hiongchaichhámlah, chiūàm-chīⁿchhéng-kákóng, behtò-khìséng-chhin, kónginlāu-pēphòa-pīⁿ, kî-si̍tbô-iáⁿ. Chiūán-nisî-chit, bôkohlâisiōng-pan. Ioknn̄g-goe̍hgōa-ji̍tlóngbôsiau-sitêTânChheng-chôaⁿ, taⁿtàu-tísīcháiⁿ-iūⁿ? Só͘-íichiūjiok-khìHoa-liânkhìchhōe--i.
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蘭香m̄知這個事的thang驚。「噫！一失足千古恨。」(！)。M̄-thang bak著，只有一擺，只有一擺。敢有人會知，只有一擺？有，有人知，「天知，地知，你知，我知，至少有chiah濟人知。」 Che是早楊先生對beh提物來布賂伊的人，所講的名言。到chia蘭香知慘啦，就暗靜請假講beh tò去省親，講in老父破病，其實無影。就按呢辭職，無koh來上班。約兩月外日攏無消息的陳清泉，今到底是怎樣？所以伊就jiok去花蓮去chhōe伊。 |
